I feel like time is running out

Where did the time go? All my life I’ve wanted to do just one thing to prove to everyone that I’m not worthless. I just want to be remembered for something other than being a nice guy who got along with pretty much everybody. I’ve always wanted to do something special but, unfortunately, that requires having some type of skill and if you know me you know I can do a lot of things at an average level. There are very few things I excel at and those I do if I want to be noticed it involves putting myself out there which due to my self esteem issues will not be easy. I’m 36 years old and am still letting the fears that ruled my childhood rule me and that’s just not right. What am I waiting for? Every time I say I’ll do something I fizzle out so I’ve come up with a challenge to mentally prepare myself. Instead of posting solely on social media, I will start putting my thoughts both positive and negative here and share it with the world. By doing this, I will expand my comfort level and put myself at the mercy of internet trolls which will in theory desensitize me towards my fears. Tick Tock it’s time to get going…

What an amazing time
What a family
How did the years go by
Now it’s only me

Tick-tock, tick-tock
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Tick-tock, tick-tock
La, la, la, la, la, la, la (ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)

Like a cat in heat, stuck in a moving car
A scary conversation, shut my eyes, can’t find the brake
What if they say that you’re a climber
Naturally, I’m worried if I do it alone
Who really cares, cause it’s your life
You never know, it could be great
Take a chance cause you might grow
Oh, ah, oh

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for

Tick-tock, tick-tock
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Take a chance you stupid hoe

Like an echo pedal, you’re repeating yourself
You know it all by heart
Why are you standing in one place
Born to blossom, bloom to perish
Your moment will run out
Cause of your sex chromosome
I know it’s so messed up, how our society all thinks (for sure)
Life is short, you’re capable
Oh, ah, oh

(Uh-huh, hu-huh)
Look at your watch now
You’re still a super hot female
You got your million-dollar contract
And they’re all waiting for your hot track

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for

I can’t wait to go back and do Japan
Get me lots of brand new fans
Osaka, Tokyo
You Harajuku girls
Damn, you’ve got some wicked style

Go

Look at your watch now
You’re still a super hot female
You got your million dollar contract
And they’re all waiting for your hot track

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for

What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for

What you waiting for
What you waiting for

Take a chance you stupid hoe (what you waiting for?)
Take a chance you stupid hoe

What you waiting for
What you waiting for

Take a chance you stupid hoe (what you waiting for?)
Take a chance you stupid hoe

So be on the lookout for some more stupid posts from me soon 😛

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