I don’t think I’m a clone of Ebenezer Scrooge but I’m starting to feel a round of bah humbugs coming on. I just feel more stressed out than normal and this year with all that’s been going on I can’t really afford to give out gifts. I did manage to get the children a few but lets just say these gifts won’t be putting a dent in their toy boxes.
Part of my problem is I feel like an outcast even in my own family and I feel like at Christmas your supposed to interact with one another which is something thanks to my mental issues isn’t very easy for me to do. My Christmas wish this year is that we can somehow go from December 24th to December 26th missing that popular holiday in between.