I’m a little bit nervous about seeing my doctor tomorrow because I’m going to ask her for a little bit of a medication change. I’ve been really stressed so I was hoping to get maybe 10 more Xanax a month temporarily until I get past the seasonal stress and may be increasing my Adderall since I’m having so much trouble focusing while I work.
It’s really hard for me to even bring the subject up to my doctor even though I like her and trust her. It could be because of my social anxiety are because I’m afraid that she’s going to call me a drug abuser. I just want to feel right and feel as though this course of action might be the best one. I’m open to whatever she has to say at the same time though I’m really hoping that she agrees to what I’m asking for. I’m no doctor but I’ve done a lot of research and think these increases would be beneficial to me.
Speaking of doctors, I think it’s about time I go back to the doctor and try to get my diabetes under control. For a while there I didn’t have a doctor because the one I was going to switched practices and was no longer covered by my insurance. He’s back now and honestly the only medical doctor I feel comfortable dealing with. I just need to remember to call him or ask my wife to do it for me.
Wish me luck!