The other day I visited my psychiatrist and got some new medication to help me with my anxiety. The last few weeks have been pretty bad. There were times actually thought that I was having a heart attack and was going to die. My chest hurt, I heard weird sounds, couldn’t sleep and at times it was almost like I was paralyzed. It’s been a couple days now, but I’m starting to feel a lot better. I actually have hope that maybe I have finally found a doctor who can figure out exactly what is wrong with me and why this keeps happening. Now maybe we can take the time to work on my other issues such as PTSD and bipolar.