Last night was my mother’s funeral and I could barely make it through in fact I ended up rushing out the door at the end. The funeral was harder for me than the viewing or even the day I found out my mother passed. I don’t know if it was the crowd or the fact that my mind finally realized I will not see my mother here on earth again all I do know is my mind feels like it’s going to be a very long time before I’m able to deal with this.
I would have gladly traded places with my mom but it wasn’t possible. I wish she didn’t have to go.
RIP Mom I love you