I found out today one of my old girlfriends, Sadie is undergoing treatment for cancer, malignant mesothelioma to be more exact. It’s a cancer that shows up on the lining of the body’s internal organs. The more I read about malignant mesothelioma the more depressed I got. You see Sadie has always been a bit of a health nut in fact she’s been a raw vegan for the last decade but apparently she was exposed to asbestos as a child in South Phoenix and has since caught this awful cancer.
I hate cancer because it took my mother from me and several friends in the last few years. Now it’s unfortunately in all likelihood going to take Sadie too.You see she’s already had 4 surgery’s and undergone radiation treatment and now has entered her end stage thanks to mesothelioma and I’m depressed and have taken to asking God for help.
Her family probably will get a big payday from a mesothelioma lawsuit since the building she lived in and was exposed in was government owned. I however just want my friend to be ok. I haven’t seen her in awhile and now that she’s in a hospice in New Mexico I really don’t see the opportunity finically to get out and see her anytime soon.
So all I can do is pray but I have been doubting my faith for awhile now because I feel many times God doesn’t answer my prayers. I will keep praying however and I hope somehow he answers this one and heals her completely from this awful mesothelioma cancer. There was a time we talked every day but I haven’t spoken to her in awhile and I really miss my friend.
Please pray for her and pray that God can find a cure for this awful disease. This is another thing pushing my anxiety to a higher level and I really probably should mention it to my doctor tomorrow when I go for my cholesterol and A1C testing but I ‘m worried it may cause me to look weak or dumb. So please pray for me as well folks if you can manage thanks.