I’m not important and do not really have any original thoughts to share so why do I bother with social media and blogging? This is something that I’ve been wondering for a while now. I feel like by doing these things it’s the only way I can interact with people outside of my family due to my Agoraphobia. I like it when I get responses but feel really stupid when I tweet or post something on Facebook that I feel is comment worthy and it gets ignored.
I know a lot of people go through this but for me it honestly makes me want to delete my social media and blogging accounts. Right now the only reason I have this domain is for the personalized email address. I gave up the notion of having people read my blog or even making money off of accidental AdSense clicks a long time ago since it seems only bots visit my site.
I just want my voice to be heard in some way and maybe this will serve as a written form of my thoughts after I’m gone or something that I can at least look back at in a few years to chart my growth over my mental issues.
Talk to you later…